Monday, July 31, 2006
ok..so i'm in pain now..physically and mentally..but i shall not go into that.at all.i've now got a goal..though it wont really be relevant as of next year i guess.u might noe y.anyways..
ever wonder y u can understand all the examples and things people say just as well as anyone regardless of whether they r smarter or not as smart during an explanation of un-schoolish things?like when coach gives us instructions of how to do the drills and everyone gets it? yes.well...im kinda wondering y it isnt like that with work and studies u noe?we are all sorted into smarter and not as smart groups.hmm...just seems so stupid.brains are just so malfunctional and biased.=/ agree?maybe not.but i dont really care.haha..joking.
I DONT CARE IF U'RE INNOCENT.JUST READ IT.U MIGHT BE PART OF THE CLIQUE IM REFERRING TO. another thing..(my eyes are closing and its like wat..not even 9?)..i get so pissed when i see people being treated unfairly.as in..in a social status.like for example..u have a clique.then u have these 2 girls.then they are all together most of the time because of CCA right?but just cause one girl is more funny than the other..she gets accepted into the clique.while the other one is just cast aside because she isnt as funny or just more quiet and doesn't noe how to fit in with the rest.and the clique?they NEVER seem to care about her at all.just mind their own sh*t and not give a F**K anout her feelings?i mean.wat kind of a GREAT person are u?JUST CAUSE U THINK U GOT A WHOLE GROUP OF FREINDS TO STICK BY U AND WHATEVER.PROTECT U?SO WHAT.U CAN THINK ABT THE OTHER GIRL AND HOW SHE FEELS RIGHT?OR ARE U JUST TO BUSY TRYING TO REMAIN IN UR CLIQUE?CRACKING JOKES..GOING OUT TOGETHER ..DOING EVERYTHING WITHIN THAT LITTLE FRIGGIN WORLD OF URS.BUT HEY.ITS NOT AS IF U GOT ANY FEELINGS RITE?THATS WAT I THINK.and try as that girl might.u guys just dont seem to want to even let her in to hang with u.she's left out of everything.tell her to go somewhere because u HAVE to.then CHANGE THE PLACE AND "FORGET" TO TELL HER.YEA.NICE EXCUSE.and if someone from u're clique is missing u might just send a SEARCH PARTY out to look for her!BUT NO.WHEN IT COME TO THIS GIRL.U JUST CLOSE UR EYES..NOT EVEN ASKING "hey.where's ________?" JUST KEEP UR BL***Y MOUTH SHUT. i really feel super annoyed with those kind of cliques and think about it.u might just be driving that girl to her DEATH'S END.but AGAIN i guess u DONT CARE right?
think i'll crash early tonight.very tired for some reason.yeas.adioz...and please think abt those people who really are like that girl i've mentioned..dont think about only urself u selfish freak
