Monday, June 05, 2006
forget it.i can't hide what has been there forever.but im not gonna show it either.so what does that mean?i dunno....but i can't take it anymore.
i wrote a poem.THAT IS NOT LIKE ME.i read it.crushed it up.and threw it out the window.i wld hav burnt it if not for the smell.jean..u're influencing me.BUT IM NEVER NEVER GONNA DO TT AGAIN.
sigh.im starting to find ppl very fake.almost everyone i noe.
u noe wat??the feelings u get when u're hinting something to a person?and the person just seems so OBLIVIOUS to wat u are talking about..all that which makes u feel like u are a nothing and u're just not important anyone or for anything??it sucks...more than a bad feeling